Like a wishper to the dusk
An oath against the shadows, denying the dark
FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT 'til the break of dawn
Like a prayer unto the dawn
In arms against the shadows, destroying the dark
FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT 'til the break of dawn

Covered in sweat and blood
Yet still our heads held high
Actions have consequences
When you live for foolish pride

Been careful not to lose ourselves
Stand together one passion, one hate
We believe in a better tomorrow
We believe in WHAT WE SEE

Like a wishper to the dusk
An oath against the shadows, denying the dark
FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT 'til the break of dawn
Like a prayer unto the dawn
In arms against the shadows, destroying the dark
FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT 'til the break of dawn
FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT 'til the break of dawn

We'll fight our battles
We'll wage our wars
Settle the score with honor and blood
We'll wear our scars like medals of hope
LIKE MEDALS OF HOPE, LIKE MEDALS OF HOPE

We'll fight our battles
We'll wage our wars
Settle the score with honor and blood
We'll wear our scars like medals of hope
LIKE MEDALS OF HOPE, LIKE MEDALS OF HOPE

Like a wishper to the dusk
An oath against the shadows, denying the dark
FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT 'til the break of dawn
Like a prayer unto the dawn
In arms against the shadows, destroying the dark
In arms against the shadows, destorying the dark
In arms against the shadows, destorying the dark
FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT 'til the break of dawn
FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT 'til the break of dawn
FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT 'til the break of dawn
FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT 'til the break of dawn

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I would like to personally thank everyone who has given me thier help, thier support and caring words over the past few months. So many of you have helped out in so many ways over the last few months, that i honestly cannot put the proper words together to you all on your own - so many people have been here for me during this period, and so many of them have reminded me not to forget who my true friends are, and i havent forgotten.

Everyone who has been here on myspace, from half a country away offering all they could - words from the heart, to those who have sat down with me personally, to those who have sat me down and forced me to get out of my face drunk - Thankyou.

As little as that word seems, that word carries all the sentiment i can offer, to every last one of you who has been here for me across the past few months, you have all helped carry me that little bit further when i needed it, and sometimes when i didnt, all i can say for the moment is "Thank you" and all i can offer you is the promise that if anyone ever needed the same from me, i would give it.

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I now have my own internet connection at home, it may be slow and clunky, but it works, and has gotten me connected to many of the people who had only been told bits and pieces of the last few months, those who really had no clue if i was even alive or not, and it has helped raised my spirits considerably.

But i discovered something on friday thanks to Heather number 2 - which threw me for six, the details are highly personal, and it may not even be true, but this problem will be sorted out and fixed immediatly if it is true.

Long story short - thanks to Royce I avoided going into cynical little shit mode, and Im taking his words on this "Dont be mistrustfull, just be wary" - Im sticking to my words from previous posts however, I will not be getting romantically involved with anyone until lampeter. This doesnt mean i wont have girls who are friends, I just dont want to go within 10 miles of the possibility of a "Girl friend" for a very, very long time - the scars are still deep, and very painfull.

For anyone who wishes to know, i will tell you, in private confience - that number will be the select few i hold in highest confidence, just ask me - and do not expect to be told simply because you know me, and because of the nature of what this is, do not expect to be told right away.

I now have my glasses back to go with my recently fixed nose, and after two weeks of being almost blind, its appreciated, but after my discovery on tuesday that the assholes who did it to me are students in my college, i am contacting the police to lay claim to the college CCTV footage of that night, it may not have the actual attack, but it will feature me running, and the group following behind me - enough to hopefully identify the bastards, once that is done - I can go through the college and the police and take those useless wastes of human beings down. It may not be my genocide solution, nor does it involve violent clubbings, but it will be enough to make me feel better about myself.

The evil bastard side of me also takes great pleasure in the oppourtunity to remove them from college and ruin thier education, but knowing thier kind - they'd just treat it as an open holiday, but leaving them with a deadend job - and no education or intelligence to claw thier way out of it . . . i have to admit it puts a smirk on my face.

Perhaps someday, in the future - the bastard will be delivering my pizza in thirty minutes of less.

**AHEM** Sorry about that . . .

In other news - after sorting my finances out, i will be at faded glory this easter, i need to contact Patch for lifts to and from the train station - but i will hopefully be getting my much needed stress relief, and the oppourtunity to see old friends in person once more.

In the mean time, i have run out of things to blog - so i will leave it here.
More blogging soon folks!

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